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So I have had a pretty rough few days. I am involved in my High School's Winter Percussion and I play the cymbals, therefore I am a Cymbro if you will. But since no one in the percussion department knows much about marching cymbals, we are either sorta left out or we have to figure things out ourselves. . There isn't always a whole lot of music for us to play, especially compared to the rest of the battery (which is the rest of the marching percussion incase you didn't know) . Basically what had happened was the Cymbros didn't do much of anything at our practice today since they kept going over a section (a pretty large section as well) in which we had no music. I have kinda been overworked, tired, and just overall drained as of late and this sorta pushed me over the edge into one of my funks. . Since we had pretty much nothing to do (no music to go over and definitely no visuals since this section was new to everyone and nothing had been set yet) I sorta just sat and decided to draw. Since I felt sorta useless and forgotten I ended up drawing a girl (who is really myself in hindsight) sat in a ball wrapped in some barbed wire. I was actually sitting in that position when I was drawing it and I didn't realize until afterwards (hints the "hindsight" part) . I also wrote "I REALLY DON'T KNOW EHAT THE BARBED WIRE IS, BUT IT'S THERE." next to the drawing originally. But as practice continued I started feeling a little better and I decided to remove the words (also because I didn't really like how they looked). Our instructors started talking about their plans for the next parts of our show, so that helped too. Remember if you are having some pretty intense feelings to talk to someone about them. Family, friends, or even sending me a message. Just let someone know.
. This situation ended up working itself out, but not all situations do, and in those instances I spoke with family and friends to help me get through those times. . Have a wonderful day and know you are valid and loved!
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~ Bricsky ~Maker, Crafter, Cosplayer, Real Life Rapunzel, Princess, Nerd, & Geek
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